ostensiblereasons

i would like to thank god for al the gifts that he has bestowed on me.
parents whom i can count on, and opportunities that have been presented to me.


at times i find that i worry about stuff that are not at all important.
it seems silly to some to a certain extend to worry about your appearence.

people thinks that it's superfluous.
i've always wanted to built my my bod. if only i had a dragonboater's built. - my dream.
but well of course i've always wanted to be a top freelance illustrator/designer.

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i've never been a great fan of sports since i was a kid.
many of my friends in primary school might have known me as the kid who have never played soccer, basketball , or any other sports. other than during p.e lessons- can't be helped.

but i've always wanted to be able to play sports. - well.
whenever i went for camps i would always be in the same bunk as those atheletes from elite schools- honestly that makes me feel sick in the stomache.

it makes me feel as thou i was a incompetent fellow.

but deep down inside i know that i'm not, and i really do have loads to offer.